Truth Be Told

So it's abundantly clear that I have "Something Shiny Syndrome" myself as you may have guessed by my lack of posts. However I've realized I have a much more serious Syndrome. I'm not sure what to call it yet, but I am sure I'll change my mind about the name anyway so it doesn't really matter. What matters is how many posts I have actually written and kept as drafts. Why? Truth Be Told, I think it comes down to a fear of judgement from other people. In general not something I thought I really struggled with but in everyday life choices something I obviously do. Truth Be Told, I take pictures at a very specific angle to not show how messy my house is behind my adorably cute daughter. I keep most of my "worries" and "problems" to myself. I don't hang out with certain people because they seem to have it too "all together" to be able to relate to me. Very few pictures I post ever have me in them. I type out status updates and don't post them. The list goes on. Truth Be Told my Pinterest and Instagram life are comically different than my real life. So I'm considering bravely coming forward with my Real life, but probably not today. I'll probably need therapy first and Truth Be Told, I can't afford it. For now just know there's someone in the world who keeps their imperfect truthful life un-Told.